Blue is the color of my soul
not having anyone to hold.
My heart I dare not give.
For pain is all I know.
You say you love me
yet I say you lie.
you say you want to hold me
close forever by your side.
but the truth you can never hide
for I see what lies you truly have inside
you say to hurt me you would never do
but that is just another lie I say unto you.
You say you are not like others I have known
But that is all you have shown.
So alone in this world you have made for me
nothing to see no one to meet.
You say that what does not kill you
makes you strong
but I say you are wrong
for all these long dark days
are just to long
and I fear I can't go on.
Go on living in this hell
never even hearing a single bell.
So as tonight I lie down in dreams
I prey for somewhere safe to be.
I have been broken, battered and beat
I can't even stand on my own two feet.
So many people have heard this child's weep
But none have the strength to save this child so sweet.
I see a light above me now
A angels standing there with arms open for me to meet
He tells me its over and suffering I shall no longer see.
He tells me in silence my life is complete.
The ones to hear this child's weep
and never have courage to save the child so sweet
their suffering has just begone and soon their end they will met
but fire and torment is all that they shall see
for what was done on earth to me
shall be there eternal punishment to meet.